That’s all I can say about how my life has been going… Its been absolutely insane how the law of growth has charged into effect within my family life as well as my busines. I absolutely never could have believed that I would had ever let alone within the forst year of business be bidding on $90,000 jobs that could easily be completed in 1 mos. I have gone through 5 employees in the last 30 days trying to fond the right fit for my biggest janitorial account at Freightliner. I am blessed to be on this journey and am great-full for the MK’s. Fingers crossed and many sits going into the intentions of receiving this huge job@@@@!!!!!!
I am a feeling like a child. I grew up as a martial artist and in the wrestling room. It has been a constant passion and centering aspect to my health and we’ll being. I’ve coached wrestling and bjj many years before in my life and never made much money at it. I’ve had the recent realization it actually may be possible at this stage in my life and my community to teach other people with a martial art that I believe will change them and enrich the community. This feeling is a strange dichotomy because my janitorial company is only 9 months old and it is absolutely taking off. Some part of me thinks that I’m moving the magnifying glass by thinking about this nee start up at all. But my faith and persistence in the Divine and my ability to manifest my ideas is relevant and Paramount. Now it’s time to go sit
The heroes journey is alive and well in my life! Warrior as I am, I feel the skin falling off like the snake shedding its skin. Growth comes not always as an easy exchange yet is the pinnacle of existence.
I am very excited to up the enthusiasm, revisit my DMP with bright eyes filled with the haze of imagination and meet new Heros on this journey that are SERIOUS about their goals and living this life as the HERO of our own stories. My growth in the last 2 years since starting the master keys has been incredible and unquestionable. I am finding myself living as the observer. This truly is a wonderful Heros journey and I absolutely feel blessed to be on the journey with you!
I wrote it down on now it’s happening!!
Isn’t that the way of the land ? At least now it is for us in the know . Is quite strange to see how the inexplicable events happen to coordinate and conspire in the manifestation of my dreams . I reached out to an old employer and mentor just wanting to re connect and share my heros journey. Throughout the whole days conversation with this wonderful 75 year old man I believe he started to notice something in me . I could see this old man getting more and more excited about something he lost passion for. It appears that I am rekindling this man’s passion for his business through watching my eagerness to learn and aggressiveness to grow. Now after a few months of building rapport and gaining a relationship together there is some serious discussions about partnering and aligning our futures together in business . I’m actually very very excited about this opportunity to partner with someone with so much experience and so much to offer. With one person in less than 10 years this man was able to grow the same business as I have into a $680,000 a year company and I believe with his help I can surpass and shadow that level of performance. I will share much more as I move forward in this venture but I just had to share in my excitement.
I am now a father of two boys. Jameson Michael Roetker . Born as a gift to my family and a light to my future self. What more can I say but whoooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
My DMP is actualizing itself in physical reality. Today when I dropped off a fabricated unit to a customer I was approached buy an old colleague. Instantly we got right into some very serious conversation, talking about issues that really mattered to this individual. Just to be in the right place at the right time and have this conversation and be the one to share with makes me feel incredibly blessed. I’m constantly connecting with people in the most un likely of places. Genuine conversations cutting right to the bone of what matters to each of us pop up naturally to me in increasing quantities. The master keys work because I am putting the work in. This is an absolutely tremendous way to live life. I always have something to work on within myself. This week I’m looking everywhere for kindness and I see it all over the place.
Today I woke up to my mother-in-law who lives down the street opening up my door with a special urgency in her voice telling me to call my mother because my father is in the hospital. As soon as I called my mother and heard her crying over the phone all I wanted her to do was come down and tell me some of the basic information I needed. After that my mother-in-law took my son while my wife and I jumped in the vehicle and proceeded to quickly drive to pick my mom up and go to the emergency room. My father has been smoking cigarettes for at least 40 years so I immediately thought about respiratory problems when I heard that he woke up throwing up blood in the middle of the night.
As we arrived I saw him in the ER sitting by him self, very shaken up with a little bit of blood on his collar. I gave him a hug that meant Soo much to me and felt like rubbing his back which luckily he let me. I really remember that hug at this moment and it it is one I will never forget.
This wonderfull man Patrick Roetker adopted me when I was around two years old and although we both share very large noses, he is not my biological father. He is all I know and remember of a man to look up to. I cannot imagine being adopted by a better person. He has instilled in me an old school workers mentality which brings a high level of grit and grind serving great purpose in my life. He is also not afraid to show his emotion but is still extremely masculine at the same time which is yet another quality in which I pride myself on. He tells me how much he loves me very often and we talked about things that we both care about and come to middle grounds. He has been a great leader and a great role model at so many capacities and it is so cliche to say that you do not know what you have until it’s gone. I often take time and thank the Lord for each and every one of my family members. But there can be no measure of appreciation and gratitude to what it feels like to hold your loved ones in your arms after the serious consideration of them being gone just minutes before. It was also a tremendous feeling seeing all the family member show up and support each other. After all the results from the different tests the doctors took he has a specialist he needs to see but there appears to be a nodule that may have burst in his lungs. So it turns out I am gifted with more time with my father!
I am left continuously asking myself what lasts?
It is obvious after the time of Christmas and opening gifts that the the new feeling of the Spike that a gift can give you comes and goes and leaves no trace. So obviously physical things do not hold the substance to feed the soul. What is it then? I keep praying and praying and asking and I’m going to continue to ask. The only response I continue to get when I ask :
Q: What lasts? The response from the silence is always the same :
A: My love
An opportunity has presented itself to liquidate a few of my assets and accumulate a 1933 hot rod. This vehicle is something that would be very special to me because it is something my mentor built by hand from the ground up. It is actually surreal thinking about purchasing this dream car considering I didn’t think I would be able to own something like this until I was in my forties or 60s maybe. This truly would be one of the most exciting toys or physical thing I’ve ever owned. Yet regardless of how much of a spike of excitement and pleasure I get out of the gift for the physical thing itself I am fully aware that the only thing that truly last and life is an inner sense of peace that can only be cultivated through hard mental labor. Nonetheless this car is a representation of what I am capable of in a very short amount of time if I learn how to use my mind. I cannot wait to throw up a blog about how much fun it was to drive it for the first time.
I missed one of my scroll reads. I noticed the addiction settle in. I have successfully rewired my brain and can witness the peptides hungry for the addiction of my scroll. I felt so incredibly guilty for missing the read and felt something to be missing in my day. like a flower changing from the inside out I am noticing that I am becoming a better father demanding more patience from myself as I know I am the only one who can control my attitude. I can observe myself still being frustrated at times and often in situations I may not entirely want to be involved in or participating with. Yet I know that I am not my thoughts I know that I am not the struggling old blueprint also that is screaming for attention like a little child. I am eternal. I am the undying. I am The unborn. I am not my ego I am so much more.