I take refuge in my habits. I take comfort in picking up my sword daily, heavy as it may be, burdened and gifted at the same time with the ability to fight for myself and others. Never being able to go back again, knowing that the choice is always mine to either other be present and take power in my attitude and perspective in Life or to be pushed about by the circumstances and events allowing things to happen ” To me,” rather than for me. The idea of starting a business is a frightening idea at times. Just as the idea of being on a rock floating through space spinning at over 12,000 miles an hour can feel also very intimidating and frightening. Existence can appear to be quite chaotic at times yet in deep silence and moments Grace it is quite obvious that chaos and order are in perfect harmony and equilibrium with one another.