I missed one of my scroll reads. I noticed the addiction settle in. I have successfully rewired my brain and can witness the peptides hungry for the addiction of my scroll. I felt so incredibly guilty for missing the read and felt something to be missing in my day. like a flower changing from the inside out I am noticing that I am becoming a better father demanding more patience from myself as I know I am the only one who can control my attitude. I can observe myself still being frustrated at times and often in situations I may not entirely want to be involved in or participating with. Yet I know that I am not my thoughts I know that I am not the struggling old blueprint also that is screaming for attention like a little child. I am eternal. I am the undying. I am The unborn. I am not my ego I am so much more.
Just the simple practice of the metal diet and being able to at least notice when I am acting from the ego is the most liberating practice and will be one that for the rest of my life I am able to focus and grow from.
It is torturous and comical both at the same time that we can be tormented by the idea of becoming something that we’re not. All of the feelings of lack and limitation breed fear, anxiety, and promote feelings of entropy. How can we possibly be so tortured by ideas? The key to all of enlightenment and some feeling of contentment appears to be in our ability to channel the divine in our life. God’s love is not something that is distant from us and is in some ancient text or in a church or wrapped up in any religion at all. God’s love is simply our true and most harmonious state of being. God’s love for us is endless and evades any resemblance of understanding. Yet it is not something to be understood it is just something that we must accept and direct in our day-to-day lives . I am incredibly blessed in every way shape and form. I have nothing but praise and thanks to give to the universe for my existence and the life that I am blessed to live. My existence is an expression of love in immense gratitude for the opportunity to “be.”
Thank you for embarking on this campaign of habits . This isn’t a one-stop-shop or a quick fix. There’s no easy way to go about this. There’s also no hard way to go about this. There really is only one way and that is to pick up your sword and to begin the daily practices that will align your actions and emotions to that which is your true Harmony in life !
Master keys chapter 10 line 23 :
“This exercise consists in making application of your knowledge. Knowledge will not apply itself. You must make the application. Abundance will not come to you out of the sky, neither will it drop in your lap, but a conscious realization of the law of Attraction and the intention to bring it into operation for a certain, definite and specific purpose, and the will to carry out this purpose will bring out the materialization of your desire by a natural law of transference. If you are in business, it will increase and develop along regular channels, possibly new or unusual channels of distribution will be opened and when the law becomes fully operative, you will find that the things you are seeking ARE NOW SEEKING YOU!!!!!”
Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read my blog. I truly hope you are having fun on your hero’s journey and being the star on your life !!